I have written about jealousy before. The context of my previous post came from a place of immaturity... of when I was younger and wanted to be perfect in every way. That I would get jealous by all things perfect. Hair, boobs, what have you. And I learned with age (and over time), there was … Continue reading Hey Jealousy
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In My Head
I live in my head. Or so I've been told. I didn't realize it, until I realized it. See, there's a problem with living in your head. It's kind of a lonely place... because you're the only one in there. The last week or so, I've been trying -like really focusing- on paying attention to … Continue reading In My Head
I’m Still Here
Last post, I wrote about everything being OK no matter the outcome. That if the 'house' or the 'guy' or the 'job' or whatever wasn't something meant for me... it wouldn't be. I heard back on that place- that place that every one of my Disney hopes, wishes and dreams wanted as my future home... … Continue reading I’m Still Here
It (He) Finds You
The house. The husband. Ok, so two big "H" words in a lady's life. House and Hubs. I'm making a little progress on the husband front... i.e. I'm going to a life coach who is helping me figure my shi@ out so I can be the best woman I can be... because here is how … Continue reading It (He) Finds You
I am a Woman
Wow. That was really hard for me to say. I.Am.A.Woman. I mean, I have all the lady parts, why wouldn't I be able to say that? It all started a few weeks ago. I told my friend D about my life-changing, heart opening experience in Italy. I told him I had been to a therapist, … Continue reading I am a Woman
Keep Your Eye on the Ball
I went golfing last week. It was the first time in about a year (maybe eighteen months) since I had last been. We just went out on a short course... there were four of us, on a gorgeous L.A. day. It was my friend, G, her bf and his bff. G has been at the … Continue reading Keep Your Eye on the Ball
My Heart Will Go On
Dumped dumping dumper dumpster. Sucks ballz. I wasn't really thinking about this topic until the love of my life, Joseph Gordon Levitt, posted something for his creative group, hitRECord. Calling All Writers- write a first person account of being dumped and how it made you feel like something that's been thrown away. So I decided … Continue reading My Heart Will Go On
Be Straight with Me
No, this is not an anti-gay post, lol. I'm talking about honesty and straightforwardness. I bring this up because there are some people in my life who aren't laying it down straight with me. I'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt and assume they don't know how I roll (even though they've … Continue reading Be Straight with Me
When One Door Closes…
Five more open? Or so it seems. I've written about letting go before... how to do it, when to do it, why you would do it. But what happens after that? What happens when you truly walk away and let go? Well, all sorts of things. I think there is something brave and magical when … Continue reading When One Door Closes…
My Wedding Weekend Part 2
Last week, literally one hour before boarding a plane to New York, I wrote a post. It was slightly (okay pretty much) depressing, and a little victim-y, because I was going to two weddings over the weekend. Now, I think I need to redact the post. I'm not going to literally do that, as all … Continue reading My Wedding Weekend Part 2